Sometimes I walk around and think to myself that I'm less than other people. Now I had a very hard time trusting people growing up. I never had true friends I could talk to about my life. People always told me to trust in the lord and FCA has shown me that the things I share will not go public and that we will pray on it and find a solution.
But sometimes it's easier to trust in things that we can see and touch or it's easier to trust in my money because I know that if I can go to work I can make this amount. But it's hard to live by faith because it makes me have to understand that I'm putting all my eggs in one basket, and I have to believe that this God that I've never seen would do something for me or handle an issue for me. I have to trust without doubting this God that I continue to read about.
And I pray that I am your son God and I will not serve another God. And I am saying yes in spite of my feelings that I am inadequate and that I am insecure and I am unworthy that there is another time in me that I may not do what you're asking me to do but I am saying yes to your will and because in are weakest place that's where your strength is made perfect.
Proverbs 3:5-6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths."
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